Nowadays when I look at you I smile for the same reasons why I used to cry
It's times like these that make you wish you had what you used to have back when you could still laugh at yourself
And everyone who'd tried to be what everyone else expected of them.
You'd always take off your mask and strip down til there was nothing left to show but your bones.
"Why have you never called me?
I swear I don't miss you that much.
Why have you never called me?
I'm saying I'd want you back if you had."
You used to candy-coat the things you said while I was off locked in my head- you were so sweet.
I'd isolate through spinning wax and all the time you felt detached.
I didn't know that it was from me
"Is that why you never called me? I swear that I don't miss you that much.
Why have you never called me? I'm saying I'd want you back if you had."
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